I'm doing pretty good today though. I'm feeling a bit melancholy, but I think that is okay. I'm giving myself permission to have those feelings. I plan on going through Kenny's memory box and have a good cry. Crying is cathartic for me, it feels good to release those emotions.
As a family we are planning to do something special on the weekend to mark the anniversary. I'll blog about it next week. I think it will be good for all of us.
Mommy misses you, my sweet baby boy!
Those sounds like good things to do. Such a sweet face!
ReplyDeleteOh how much I love you and your little family!! Thinking of you today and I will give you a call later tonight.
ReplyDeleteLalaina, I came to your blog through reading Sheri's blog. I am friends with many people you know and so have known who you are for years (Sandra Schultz was my roommate for years and my grandparents used to go to the Champion ward....Floy and Clarence Hyde) Anyway, wanted to let you know I also had a stillborn baby. She was a little girl we named Destiny. I blog about her on our family blog with the tag Destiny. Wanted to let you know I understand. My little Destiny would have be 5 right now too (6 in November) You're right. The heartache doesn't really go away.
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